The prayer for dreams

In the middle of this midlife crisis

I am wondering, what I should do next?

I always dream big, but, becoming adult, my dream becoming smaller

Least I aware, one by one my dream had came true

I just thinking, the dream is not perfectly like what I had imagine

Because everything will never be perfect

But it did come true

That's the reason I always grateful

That I have done nothing

But, Allah always grant me good things in life

Because Allah always love me, protect me and never leave me behind

Even though I always stray away from the right path

I don't know what will happen next in my life.

I want to help more people, but, I learned that it is not easy.

I wish Allah will always help people who need His guidance

And Allah will guide me to do more good things for the sake of Him and myself