In the middle of this midlife crisis
I am wondering, what I should do next?
I always dream big, but, becoming adult, my dream becoming smaller
Least I aware, one by one my dream had came true
I just thinking, the dream is not perfectly like what I had imagine
Because everything will never be perfect
But it did come true
That's the reason I always grateful
That I have done nothing
But, Allah always grant me good things in life
Because Allah always love me, protect me and never leave me behind
Even though I always stray away from the right path
I don't know what will happen next in my life.
I want to help more people, but, I learned that it is not easy.
I wish Allah will always help people who need His guidance
And Allah will guide me to do more good things for the sake of Him and myself
